A lot of really pathetically tiny and stupid things seem to be able to make me cry lately. My boss' story of how he just proposed to his now fiancee? Yep. Seeing people holding hands or kissing on the cheek? Yep. Any movie except for horror movies where everyone dies and nobody falls in love in the process? Yep. That one song that was on that one mix CD? Yep. A stupid little stuffed animal thing with sad eyes in the toy aisle at Target? Yep...definitely yep.

But the number one thing that can do it is seeing people I went to high school or college with posting statuses on Facebook that say things like, "Five more unbearably long days until I see my sweetie! :'(" I'd take five days in a heartbeat. I'd take five weeks if it meant knowing for sure that I was ever going to see the person I love again.

I have been posting a lot on Tumblr - mostly photos but sometimes words or links. I guess that kind of shows how I feel about this blog.

I neglect it a lot. I think I've always looked at it as the place where I can write about what I want to but still never really say anything about how I feel. And now, I just feel tired. I feel tired about this blog and I feel tired about life in general.

It seems like the common pattern in most areas of my life is that I try, consistently, but never succeed. And I now feel tired with trying.

This blog, if I even bother with it anymore, will probably take a more serious tone. I don't think I really have to go into detail. But, I guess if anyone doesn't want to hear it, then they can stop reading.

Now on Tumblr...

I have started a Tumblr "blog" thing. This seems kind of stupid, considering I don't update this blog very often. But, because I have not had much to say lately, I thought that Tumblr would be a good way to easily share photos (which you can't do with Blogger?) of random things throughout my day (mostly taken from my phone, so nothing super fancy) and also share links. I can, of course, write little blogs on there too if I so desire, but I'm thinking that for now, those type of posts will stay here.

I haven't quite decided what I'm going to be doing as far as keeping this blog up and running. I may or may not, at a later date, decide that either I hate Tumblr and want to stay here on Blogger, or perhaps that I love Tumblr and want to move all of my entries on Blogger over there. Maybe someday I will even be a grown-up and make my own blog theme or have my own domain. Who knows.

This is not a farewell, this is just a notice of something new. So, now that all of that's out of the way, you can visit the Tumblr thingy at questce-que-cest.tumblr.com!

I'm still playing around trying to find a theme I like (so far, the current one is the best I have found), so it may change appearance a few times until I get settled in, but there are already some photos over there. Here's what it looks like rightrightnow in my browser!

Click it to make it bigger! And if you're already on Tumblr, you can follow me.

I've been looking for you...

Why do I love you like I do?

Like Metallica but different....and better.

Straight from the T-Rex's mouth...

(sorry for blurryness - click to make bigger)

O cling to me baby in this broken dream!

Who needs a record player? You are my record player.

Most days recently, really.

Some days, it's like this.

I hate today.

I am sick, I am in pain, I am contagious, and my health insurance company won't cover the one prescription I can take (which, of course, has no generics or OTC equivalents) to make me get significantly better in a reasonable amount of time. Thanks, guys! It was totally worth spending two hours and a $30 copay at the doctor's office just to get a prescription that I can't even afford to fill. AWESOME.

Also, my neighbors apparently come from a place where stereos don't have volume adjustment dials. You'd think that being one more written warning away from eviction would teach them to be a little more considerate.

New clothes.