Monday, August 29, 2011

A lot of really pathetically tiny and stupid things seem to be able to make me cry lately. My boss' story of how he just proposed to his now fiancee? Yep. Seeing people holding hands or kissing on the cheek? Yep. Any movie except for horror movies where everyone dies and nobody falls in love in the process? Yep. That one song that was on that one mix CD? Yep. A stupid little stuffed animal thing with sad eyes in the toy aisle at Target? Yep...definitely yep.

But the number one thing that can do it is seeing people I went to high school or college with posting statuses on Facebook that say things like, "Five more unbearably long days until I see my sweetie! :'(" I'd take five days in a heartbeat. I'd take five weeks if it meant knowing for sure that I was ever going to see the person I love again.

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

I have been posting a lot on Tumblr - mostly photos but sometimes words or links. I guess that kind of shows how I feel about this blog.

I neglect it a lot. I think I've always looked at it as the place where I can write about what I want to but still never really say anything about how I feel. And now, I just feel tired. I feel tired about this blog and I feel tired about life in general.

It seems like the common pattern in most areas of my life is that I try, consistently, but never succeed. And I now feel tired with trying.

This blog, if I even bother with it anymore, will probably take a more serious tone. I don't think I really have to go into detail. But, I guess if anyone doesn't want to hear it, then they can stop reading.